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streetsofgold @ 2009-11-18T00:24:00

2009-11-17T16:24:29Z

today, you disappeared.

scared me to death.

):

luckily nothing happened..else i don't know what i'll do.

a scary night.

streetsofgold @ 2009-08-02T18:53:00

2009-08-02T10:53:38Z

WE CAN WE CAN WE CAN WE CAN.

YES WE CAN.

WE CAN DO THIS.

GO GO GO..

five and going.

streetsofgold @ 2009-08-01T00:38:00

2009-07-31T16:38:42Z

whattttttttttt?!

ohmygod.

streetsofgold @ 2009-07-16T22:07:00

2009-07-16T14:08:09Z

hahaha.

:D it's over :D

remember, step 1, step 2! xD

streetsofgold @ 2009-07-15T22:57:00

2009-07-15T14:58:14Z

i hope i can mend it.

put it all back together. it's in pieces now.

i need to.

streetsofgold @ 2009-07-15T21:26:00

2009-07-15T13:26:58Z

where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

):

streetsofgold @ 2009-07-15T14:47:00

2009-07-15T06:49:23Z

why why why why why

))))))):

i dont know why i feel like this. it's not your fault. don't feel bad.

i hope everything will be back to normal once again.

streetsofgold @ 2009-07-14T20:51:00

2009-07-14T12:59:12Z

wowww...haven't posted since before i left for korea. many things happened (:

hahahhaa, korea wasn't exactly great. not cos it's not nice, but cos i fell sick and missed half of the trip, leaving with only two days of tour. what a waste of time and money. sigghhhh... quite sick in fact. hahaha then quite jialat esp cos i was missing something xD

then came back, had to quarantine so couldn't see people. ): missed ayg prac and got switched placings ): finally met up and :D:D:D hahahhaa. ok not really making sense but yeah xD

then mugging for blocks and blocks. enough said xD getting back results these two weeks eeeeeeeeyer ):

seeing some drama around in the school too! horh cheryl. hahahahaha xD woohoo my club is getting more and more crowded xD

today abit sian, the chem lab had like propanol and i'm sensitive to smell. asthma la sian. then end up feeling abit gong gong and groggy after that ): sorry!

oh oh and sorry for being so kaypoh! i know i'm not supposed to say sorry but i feel quite bad esp since you were abit unhappy after that. (: paiseh paiseh. i still dunno what it is la! dont worry kays. xD see you in chem lect tmr! :D imy!

streetsofgold @ 2009-06-12T23:17:00

2009-06-12T15:18:23Z

argh.

it's gonna be nine long days...

tortureeeee ))))))))))):

sigh. sigh. sigh.

streetsofgold @ 2009-06-06T10:45:00

2009-06-06T02:53:02Z

omg.. one week of holidays has passed! all i did was dance -.-

ayg pracs for last week finally over! omg being stuck in the same place for seven hours four days straight is not a good idea. you get abit delirious. hahahah. so we go there at 11, look forward to lunch. after lunch is over, look forward to going home. -.- everyone just has the i'm-so-stoned-please-save-me look xD hahahah. anyway ayg item is getting pretty cool! :D mugging during breaks was quite -.- but at least i did issues and ideas. hahahah minus the AQ and optional stuff xD yay.

still left a whole lot of hw.. and still going overseas next week ohmygodddddd. this week is the mugging week. sleep less sleep less! :D hahahhaa. with abit of fun in between xD oh yeah. last week monday was nice. righttttt? :D

hehe..last two nights were quite turbulent ): hahahha but nevermind, it's over :D:D omg cant wait for blocks to be over cant wait cant wait!!!!! :D:D and for starbucks to open. hahahha xD yay caramel frappe and java chip! :D

yay the tough time is finally over. got more time to do other more important STUFF now with more important people xD hahaha (:

remember your promise ahhh :D

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-25T20:09:00

2009-05-25T12:09:42Z

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-25T19:51:00

2009-05-25T11:58:39Z

long time no post.

whoo.. many things happened.

for one, BACK AGAIN 2009!!! :D we rocked the stage yes! i admit, at first i didn't really feel for the production, but when it neared the date of dance night, i finally felt it! the excitement and anticipation :D everyone did great yes! though i had a screw up in matinee show which was like the most important for me, dance night still was the BOMB! :D many thanks to seniors esp aileen for teaching us our item and being so patient and all! we'll do you guys proud next year xD

thank you to all who gave flowers, food, gifts! especially youuuu :D:D:D love all of you! i'm currently drying all the petals and keeping them! ((:

and, it's the last week of term. so fast!!! )): very soon june hols will be over and blocks will pass in a flash. omg i dont want J1 to end i dont want J2 to come i dont want A levelsssssss ahhhhhhhh. sad. nevermind nevermind treasure the time :D:D hahahaha. seems like JC isn't that bad after all.. my grades are satisfactory, and i look forward to school everyday! :D maybe for a different reason from other people hehs.

hm.. shall enjoy this week before hiong ayg pracs start and mugging for blocks! (: slack slack slack. shall focus on doing other stuff instead heehee.

7 more days!!! :D:D waiting waiting :D:D preparing!

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-10T20:25:00

2009-05-10T12:30:58Z

i hate this feeling.

i don't ever wanna feel so helpless again. i want to be able to help. i want to be able to make you forget what others say.

i know it's hard.

i know it's tough.

i just want to be able to help. i hate standing at one side and not being able to do anything when i know it's a torture.

heart ache. heart pain.

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-10T17:56:00

2009-05-10T10:02:27Z

so fast.. it's already nearing the end of term 2. and very soon J1 will be over.

just within the past 2 to 3 months, so many things have happened, and i think i've grown. JC really is the most fulfilling and growing times of your life i guess.

(((: 酸甜苦，都经历过了。

hahhaa..looking forward to the holidays, but at the same time dreading it because it'll pass in a blur with AYG pracs and block test mugging. then J1 will really be nearing the end as term 3 comes. hahahaha. i guess i really love JC alot. which is why i would hate for it to end xD by then all of us would really separate and go to separate unis and live our own lives. after JC, that's when your adult life really begins, and the frenzy of searching for unis and thinking about what you wanna do for the rest of your life would come.

hahahhaa why am i being so weird today. blehh.. (((((: hahahahah. oh wells. i guess we gotta treasure our time then :D

we gotta treasure our time too yeah? xD

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-05T22:18:00

2009-05-05T14:21:08Z

heart pain. heart ache.

i believe everything happens for a reason. these things just make us grow, mature and become stronger.

god has his plans for us and i'm sure he'll make things work out for us in the end.

((((((((:

be strong (:

streetsofgold @ 2009-05-03T16:24:00

2009-05-03T08:32:43Z

wheeee...had the bestest most fantastic most enjoyable THE FABBEST long weekend of my life!!! :D:D:D

thursday.. planned to go to athena fac outing but decided not to after all xD parents flew off to taiwan and left me alone!! :D hahhahha..went to hilary's house to bake, and then went off to the beach (: stayed there the whole night on the sand..on the rocks, watching the waves. watching sunrise. wahhhh damn nice la!! :D

then went home, had macs breakfast and nua-ed the whole day at home (((: slept until 2.. was about to prepare to go tuition at 3.. but fell asleep and woke up at 4! disaster hahahaha.. ended up missing tuition oops! don't regret it though... ((((((((:

saturday had stupid bio lecture in the morning, then dance for the rest of the day till 6. fluctuating mood. haahahha (: fell asleep in the holding room for quite some time and woke up feeling damn high!! went to see see oddball and then went home (: was quite impressed with what happened at night.. hahahahaha :D :D :D had a nice night again (:

today! woke up at 9.. nua-ed until 12 plus then went off to tuition for makeup lesson. and now i'm here! hahaahha. later gotta go to my uncle's wedding dinner... hope can come home early!

wah this is the best weekend ever manssss.. not much homework, and a well-deserved break for once! so sad the weekend is gonna be over in like 8 hours. sighhhhhhh.. ohwells. at least it was fun while it lasted xD

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-29T22:57:00

2009-04-29T15:03:45Z

i feel like such a disappointment. to you and to me..

i know how much effort you put in. okay maybe i don't even know the amount you put in. but i feel really bad everytime i disappoint you, foil your plan, everytime i'm busy, everytime i can't even put in a tiny fraction of the amount of effort you put in.

tonight was really a wakeup call. many thanks, thank you for telling me the whole situation and how selfish i'm been, and how i'm completely not treasuring what i have.

it's time for me to change. time for me to wake up and know the world does not revolve around me. time to realise that commitments aren't that important all the time. time for me to realise i need to improve and stop being so self-centered.

i don't know why you would do so much. don't know why you wouldn't mind anything.. but i promise i'll improve for the better.

this will be the last time okay? no more eighth orphan. promise.

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-28T22:30:00

2009-04-28T14:32:48Z

hahhaa youuuuu...

i never know what you're up to la! until i find out from someone else... (((:

didn't know you did those things (: thank you! hahahha. next time tell me la! :D

looking forward to this coming long weekend. finally a break and time to have some fun heehee..

even though i know i need to catch up on my work. hahahha dont care la! xD other stuff are more important... hope it all goes well!

okayokay back to my stupid bio work xD

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-21T22:00:00

2009-04-21T14:07:00Z

attempting to do my pi, but failing miserably. i'm in this complete zone out and staring into space mode. so i can't do anything. i just like stared at my pi blankly. siansssss. hahhaaha. but today was a good day! finally finished the more important tests for the week, chem and bio. and i kinda put them out of my mind alrdy heh. tmr there's supposedly gp, but who cares about gp anyway..

just saw my grades on isp. hmm.. quite horrible. only math is okay. sighhhhhh. nevermind jiayoujiayou ((:

i can't wait for next week! :D:D my parents are going on holiday so i'll be home alone and freeeeedddoooommm!!! :D:D plus my crazy mission on thursday! which i'm still trying to work out hahahaha. and i can watch someone perform at athena fac outing! which i'm planning to crash xD then i have to zoom off and zoom off again xD so eventful la hahahhaa. then friday is D-DAY! :D yeps. hahahha.

today is like damn high lah. haahhahaa. laughed like siao during bio cos eeyang was being damn high! and i was like zoning out as usual then cheryl poked me and i jumped out of my seat, literally. and cheryl and eeyang started laughing quite uncontrollably which led to peals of laughter coming from our end of the row. hahahaha. ((((:

okay i should really get back to pi. bloody hell. groans.

next week yeah? next week :D

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-19T16:53:00

2009-04-19T08:58:35Z

hey,

don't be stressed yeah. know you always put everything on yourself... (:

take it easy, everything will be easier once this week ends.

after all, you have next week to look forward to (: it might be the best week yet. (:

thank you for the sacrifices you made xD i'll listen to what she says :D

je serai avec vous chaque pas de la voie.

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-18T14:11:00

2009-04-18T06:15:22Z

recently really overwhelmed by schoolwork. starting to realise i'm really quite weak in my subjects..

was spending quite alot of time the past few days on the fac hunk fac babe performance blehhh. haahhaha it's finally OVER yes! and i'm gonna uh forget it ever happened. mega screwed. haahahhaha xD congrats to mabel and preston the two fac babes! xD super tired these few days. and still got bio lecture test on monday aiyooooo.

anyway. posting cos someone has been bugging me to post for damn long hahhaa.. and now i dunno what to post about. bleh.

ohh..i realised alot of people are changing. for the worse. it's like good friends can suddenly change and be someone you dont even know. i mean, how can she say that about other people. you think everyone around you has changed, but actually you're the only one that changed. it's quite a pity la..nanyang is still more peaceful even though it's boring. yeahh..just hope you'll see that you've changed.

on a side note, congrats to nymd my darling juniors!!!! :D:D:D syf GOLD WITH HONOURS YEAH! :D:D yay i'm so proud of you guys hahhahaha.. let's continue our legacy of gwh! :D

and i passed my piano exam yay!

hahahahha. okay now.. bio time. after procrastinating for one hour, i better not delude myself that there's no bio test on monday.

hey you, take care of yourself la! (:

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-11T14:10:00

2009-04-11T06:14:27Z

sometimes i feel like slapping myself..

i say things without thinking it through first. end up affecting others.

i feel so helpless when i can't cheer you up. and you always manage to cheer me up.

i feel so useless when you tell me not to care about you. i don't know what to say or do.

don't be like this okay?

(:

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-08T21:54:00

2009-04-08T13:58:14Z

studying for chem right now..

i'm finally feeling the stress. maybe it's cos next week is damn hectic la.. like monday is crazy! my weekends are gonna be full of non-stop chionging man.. and i still have youth without borders on sunday yeah! blehhh..

supposed to go out on friday, but because of the crazy amount of work.. gotta pangseh someone. so sorry!! (((: i'll make it up to you.

sighh.. i can tell i'm feeling stressed. i eat alot less, i stopped snacking, i'm breaking out slightly, i'm yawning half the time = signs of stress for me. oh dearrrr. come on nic, jiayou jiayou ((:

okay. i shall go back to studying now.. ((:

you've stolen my heart (:

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-06T18:42:00

2009-04-06T10:44:45Z

tu me manques.

j'ai besoin de toi.

((((((:

an overload of sweetness = a very happy me xD

streetsofgold @ 2009-04-05T14:27:00

2009-04-05T06:31:29Z

(((((: in a really good mood now. since last night actually xD

had youth without borders yesterday.. got third place, so we didn't get through to finals. but! we had fun and we managed to make a comeback from last place yeah! accendooo gooo! :D:D yep. spent the whole day at the beach so got a seriously horrible sunburn and tanline. it looks like i'm still wearing the shirt omg.

hahahhaa at night, stayed at the beach. had one of the best nights ever (((: sitting at the rocks, looking at the waves. totally perfect (: i never liked east coast park so much before. hahahaha. didn't wanna leave but had to. sooo.. cabbed home xD

can't wait for 30 april ((:

i didn't know i could see so much in your eyes (: